November 18, 2010 is the saddest day ever... the night of his confession.. :(
A confession that blast a tear in my eyes, i can't believe this could be happening in our relationship. A very hurtful confession... that very moment i really wanted to vanished.. i don't want to believe it but really happened.. Shit! i don't know who's to be blame... me or him.. huhuhu... The tears are over flowing and i can't help it i wont stop me from crying all over again and again.. Am i to be blame why it all happen.... or maybe the distance which cause barrier in our relationship, there are lots of questions that needs to be answered.. there are lots of things that are bothering me.. maybe i can't accept it that he has found a new love... Why? How? When? What happen? i can't take it anymore...
.... still hanging i won't let go... this really needs to be settled and talked about at the right place a the right time... many sleepless nights and "tuliro" moments to come until the judgement day comes..