ALONE...

"I'm not sure if I'm depressed. 

I mean I am not Sad. 

But I'm not exactly Happy either.

I can laugh and Joke and Smile during the day, 

but sometimes when I'm ALONE at Night I forget how to feel". 

It's been a long time that I have been single. I can say that I have totally move on from the hurt because I have been living a happy and I can also say that I am contented with my life now. With help of the people around me like my family, especially my niece and my nephew they are the ones who brings joy to my being, my circle of friends, social-media friends and most especially my best friends. But in reality I can't really rely on to my friends always because they also have their own lives, own responsibilities, family, work etc. I only get along with them once in a blue moon or if there are some special occasions, when that times comes I really grab that opportunity to be able to bond with them and to uplift my aura. 

As I was at the mall earlier I saw lots of people most of them are together with their groups of friends and barkadas, groups of co-workers, group of family together with their children and most of all are couples, married couples and a dating couples as I was just observing the people that I saw in the mall I began to ask myself... Why am I ALONE? 

And I have discern something...  That it was is not just the first time that I've been to a mall ALONE I just realized that I go to malls, not only to malls but I used to go out most of the time ALONE. 

I usually :

- go to malls ALONE

- sometimes to the grocery ALONE

- eat out ALONE

- watch a movie ALONE

- go to my check-ups ALONE

- sleep ALONE

I come to think of it that am I going to live ALONE? Will I ever found someone who would really spend the rest of his life with me inspite of my health condition? I wanted to be hopeful but I don't want to have a wishful thinking because I will be the one who will get hurt in the end if I continue to desire of that to happen. I already brace myself that it is not going to happen anyway. I guess I have to live with it to be ALONE for  the rest of my life. 

Darcy's Place

Darcy's Place Damosa Gateway

Been seeing this a lot in my news feed in Facebook and I got curious of what this place is all about, and what catches my attention the most are those cute looking pandas all over the place. And I wanted to witness and experience  it personally. 

Panda themed cafe

 Last Wednesday, after my monthly check-up I decided to have my late lunch @ Darcy's Place in Damosa Gateway (Mamay Rd.) it is actually there new location. From a far  you will easily recognize it because  of those cute panda decorations, upon entering the place I found it very cute and cozy. And I find it very solemn especially that I am just the only customer that time and I love its ambiance. Since I was just the only customer I look for a very comfortable and nice spot where can I also take photos to the place.

I really find this cute pandas in a bamboo stem.

Since it was my first time to be here in Darcy's I wanted to experience what the place has to offer regarding to their dish. So I decided to have some Pesto Pasta with grilled chicken and paired it with cool refreshments So Greens  a soda in Kiwi flavor very matched in color right? #TeamGreen

The Pesto tastes good, very delectable and very recommendable just added some pepper on it because I want it more spicy and I love the taste of the grilled chicken,  just don't like what they spread on the toasted bread just don't like its after taste. And the Kiwi flavored drink (Go Greens)  is good too very cool. 

A very unique and well organized interior decorated with of course cute pandas. being in this place makes me start to love pandas.

The place is not so complicated its just plain and simple with great ambiance a perfect place to have a late night coffee and tasting delectable dish it is also a perfect place for catching-up with friends and having a lot more chitchat moments, a great place for your bonding moments. 

Lemme take a Selfie @ Darcy's Place

I was here!!

Trick or Treat 2014

Yabadabadoo... Meet the Flintstones....

Pebbles and Fred

This time their trick or treat costume is the Flintstones family and joining Kuya Brandon is his little sister Naomi it her first time to join trick or treat event. it was held on November 01, 2014 at Abreeza Mall. Every year we are thinking of a nice and yet not so expensive costume and we see  to it that is really suited for the little ones. And since it is Naomi Kiel's first time to join we think of a tandem costume with her Kuya Bran and we think of Flintstones family it is just plain simple but still looks cute. 

Fred & Pebbles

Flintstones Theme song

Flintstones

Meet the Flintstones

They're the modern stone age family

From the town of Bedrock

They're a page right of history

Let's ride with the family down the street

Through the courtesy of Fred's two feet

When you're with the Flintstones

you'll have a yabba dabba doo time

a dabba doo time

You'll have a gay old time.

Kiel wears Pebbles costume while Brandon wears a Fred costume, we just customized the Fred costume into a top and a long short pants since kuya Brandon doesn't like to wear a dress-type clothes (because he thinks that dress are for girls only). We just bought a meter of each color of the cloth and follow the patterns that we saw in the net and let it sew to our official dressmaker Dada (grandpop).

It is so nice to see that some of the stores in Abreeza Mall is participating in this event and wearing Halloween costumes as well. The KFC staffs wears a spooky costumes.

As we are roaming around Abreeza mall to look fora place where we can ask for goodies we bumped into this one staff wearing a Halloween costume and we  take a pic with a walking dead person.

Kuya Brandon on the moves of collecting his treats inside Krispy Kreme store, his really trying very hard to fill up his trick or treat bucket with candies and some goodies. He is just one excited kiddo!

Momi & Naomi

It's never too LATE for choco LATE.

This is one of a friend that I misses to hang out with and at last we meet a again my dear friend it's been years that you haven't take a break from your work in Malaysia and I am so happy that we could finally bond and Chikka a lot again. 

 Fe is been my friend since high school days but we got even more closer during college days because were both taking  the same course. She is the type of friend that has wit and charm with a hidden funny side that she doesn't even know that she is funny, its kinda boring when she is out if the group.

I am so excited to meet her again since she's been out of the country for a long there are lots of catching up that we need to do. hehehe... 

Maitre Chocolatier Abreeza Mall Davao 

We went to Abreeza Mall and look for a place that the two of us could make a lot of chikka and catching-up we wanted a place that looks private and not to crowded and we saw this one place that caught out attention at the restaurant garden in abreeza Maitre Chocolataire since we both love chocolates. We were so curious of what this place has to offer on how they add chocolate flavors to every piece of their cuisines. 

White Chocolate Carbonarra 

This carbonarra is one of a kind upon partaking this pasta who will really taste a sweet blend, an after taste of a white chocolate same as the taste of a white toblerone, it's really amazing.

Meat Sauce Linguine 

 This one has a dark chocolate taste paired with a garlic bread one of the to die for taste. It also has a unique taste.

Nutella Hazelnut Waffle 

And for dessert we had a special waffles spreaded with Nutella (Nutella is to die for,  so lurve it) with sundae ice cream and cherry. the presentation is so cute don't want to wreck it, just feel full just staring on it.

All in all the place has a nice ambiance very cozy and you can easily access free wifi. And the taste are all unique and very delightful. Such a recommendable place.

Me and Pipay 

Fe 

Miracle in Cell No. 7

A father (Ryoo Seung-Ryong), who is mentally handicapped, but loves his daughter very much, is falsely accused of a crime and sent to prison. Later, his daughter Ye-Seung (Park Shin-Hye, who is a law school student, works to prove his innocence.

Back in 1997, Yong-Goo lives happily with his daughter Ye-Seung (Kal So-Won), even though he has the intelligence of a child. They stop by a shop everyday to look at a yellow Sailor Moon backpack that he hopes to buy his daughter. One day, they notice that the last yellow Sailor Moon backpack is being sold. Yong-Goo goes inside the store to plead his case, but the father buying the backpack ends up slapping Yong-Goo.

The following day, the girl who bought the yellow Sailor Moon backpack sees Yong-Goo working in the grocery store parking lot. She tells him that she knows another store that sells the same yellow backback. Yong-Goo follows the girl to a traditional outdoor market. A short while later, the girl is laying on the ground unconscious and Yong-Goo is trying to perform CPR. A woman walks by and calls the police.

Yong-Goo is accused of kidnap and murder. The father of the dead girl is also the chief of the National Police Agency. Yong-Goo is given the death penalty and incarcerated. In prison, Yong-Goo shares a jail cell with five other inmates. One day, Yong-Goo saves the life of his cellmate So Yang-Ho (Oh Dal-Su) from a rival prison gang leader. So Yang-Ho then offers to help Yong-Goo in any way he can to return the favor. Yong-Goo tells So Yang-Ho that he wants to see his daughter Ye-Seung. The five inmates then plan to make a miracle happen.

Mauicles' says:

This is one movie that requires lots and lots of tissue rolls, it is indeed a moving and heartwarming Korean movie. You don't have a heart if you won't cry watching this one of a kind master piece. Even an innocent mind can be a father, you can see in this film the true essence of love for the family. The father sacrifice his freedom for the sake of her daughter's safety he doesn't care if he stays in jail or be verdict with a death sentence what he cares about is for her daughter only.