Saturday, December 18, 2010

saddest song ive ever heard

November 18, 2010 is the saddest day ever... the night of his confession.. :(
A confession that blast a tear in my eyes, i can't believe this could be happening in our relationship. A very hurtful confession... that very moment i really wanted to vanished.. i don't want to believe it but really happened.. Shit! i don't know who's to be blame... me or him.. huhuhu... The tears are over flowing and i can't help it i wont stop me from crying all over again and again.. Am i to be blame why it all happen.... or maybe the distance which cause barrier in our relationship, there are lots of questions that needs to be answered.. there are lots of things that are bothering me.. maybe i can't accept it that he has found a new love... Why? How? When? What happen? i can't take it anymore...

.... still hanging i won't let go... this really needs to be settled and talked about at the right place a the right time... many sleepless nights and "tuliro" moments to come until the judgement day comes..

Family bonding @ Gumasa

Many would say that one of the nicest paradise in the Philippines is the Boracay Island but for me aside from Samal islands in Davao City there is still a cool paradise found in Sarangani Province at Gumasa. A beautiful and very solemn paradise... very fine white sand and clear beach so natural element, it is not yet that commercialized but has a steady ambiance. The rooms has a reasonable price.. "abot-kaya" not that expensive.

As we are celebrating the birthday of our grandparents, the family also agreed to have it as our bonding and a family gathering of the Consad Clan together wit our relatives all the way from GenSan and Tampakan at White Haven Beach Resort. It will took you 5 hours from Davao-Sarangani. Entrance Fee is 50 per head kids below 5 yrs old are free and there are lots of rooms available depending on the rates, they may also allow you to assemble tents in the area.

hannah, dada, bado & jois
pictorials muna kasi kmi ang mga early bird.. hehehe

dada and bado
nice to wear shades on a sunny day at the beach

bonding...

the birthday celebrants.. our grandparents
We love you Lolo and Lola..☻

picture-picture
ang saya ng bonding with cousins...


Consad Clan

The resort is a natural beauty it is really nice to relax in this kind of paradise. Super enjoy Family Bonding..

Saturday, October 30, 2010

visiting Pindasan again...



We've been invited to be in Pindasan together with my cousins and uncle in Nale clan for my cousin's fiancée surprise birthday party this was last Sunday, October 24, 2010. Our first stop was in Tagum City. Then went off to Pindasan before lunch time. It was a sunny Sunday to be at the beach. Ive been to Pindasan way back in 2009 @ Berioso Beach, but now we are located at "Beach View Resort". The place was nice it's entrance fee is very cheap 20./head only... It is very open to everybody and the place is so wide wherein you may have parties to be held here or maybe a concert for it also has a stage and big and loud speakers.. it has a resto bar, volleyball court, lots of cottages available, Henna Tattoo station, a canteen, and you may also experience island tour there for only 20.php...
taken during the island hopping

hannah @ the fish pond full of huge janitor fish hehehe...

here is the view of the open space of the volleyball court, it's rest bar and their mini-stage

Pictorial Moments...

with dear cousins & uncles

while waiting for the boat in island hopping

And one of our bonding moment here is lots of Eating hehehe.. videoke time, eating dirty Ice Cream which tastes really good, feeling the air breeze of the peaceful place, Island Hopping, chillaxin' and of course PICTORIAL MOMENTS weeeeeehhh... 1, 2, 3, CLICK!

1, 2, 3 Jump!



Thursday, October 21, 2010

The Bob Ong's Qoutes...

I just discovered this quotes lately lang... upon reading Bob Ong's words of wisdom... I find it very tricky and slightly funny pero "tagos sa puso". I love reading his quotes about STUDENTS, LIFE, and LOVE and can make you realized and helps you to widen up your outlook in life... Life can be too serious but you can also jive it with a little spice that can make you live happily.

Here are some of Bob Ong's Qoutes:

* "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."

* "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya.."

* "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."

* "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."

* "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."

* "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."

* "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."

* "Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala"

* "Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan"

* "Pakawalan mo yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sa iyo kahit na pinasasaya ka nito. Wag mong hintayin ang araw na sakit na lang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo."

* "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."

* "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."

* "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."

* "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."

* "Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pag tinamaan ng pagmamahal. Yun nga lang, hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon."

* "Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."

* "Bakit ba ayaw matulog ng mga bata sa tanghali? alam ba nilang pag natuto silang umibig e hindi na sila makakatulog kahit gusto nila?"

*"Ayokong nasasanay sa mga bagay na pwede namang wala sa buhay ko."

* "Hinahanap mo nga ba ako o ang kawalan ko?"

* "Hindi dahil sa hindi mo naiintindihan ang isang bagay ay kasinungalingan na ito. at hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohanan. "

* "Sabi nila, sa kahit ano raw problema, isang tao lang ang makakatulong sa'yo - ang sarili mo. Tama sila. Isinuplong ako ng sarili ko. Kaya siguro namigay ng konsyensya ang Diyos, alam niyang hindi sa lahat ng oras e gumagana ang utak ng tao."

* "Obligasyon kong maglayag, karapatan kong pumunta sa kung saan ko gusto, responsibilidad ko ang buhay ko."

* "Masama akong tao, tulad mo, sa parehong paraan na mabuti kang tao, tulad ko."

* "Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala."

* "Iba ang walang ginagawa sa gumagawa ng wala."

* "Iba ang informal grammar sa mali!!!"

* "Para san ba ang cellphone na may camera? Kung kailangan sa buhay un, dapat matagal na kong patay."

* "Pare, isa kang totoong tao at walang halong kasinungalingan. In English, FACT you, pare. Totoo ka. In English, FACT you!"

Friday, October 15, 2010

quotes i LOve...

Kung aalis ka...
Tandaan mo kung saan mo ako iniwan,
Doon lang ako Maghihintay.
Pero kung sa pagbalik mo wala na ako,
Hindi ibig sabihin di ako nghintay,
Di ko lang natiis na di ka Hanapin..
♥♥♥

it's best to wait for the one you want,
than to go with the one available,
best to wait for the one you love,
than settle for the one around;
best to wait for the right one
because life's too short to waste on the wrong one.
♥♥♥

Thursday, October 14, 2010

just the way you are...

Bruno Mars has new hit song "Just The Way You Are" i kinda like it, it is very cute...♥♥ And my favorite line here is "And when you smile, The whole world stops and stares for awhile..."
i'll just share to you guys it's lyrics:


Just the way you are
Bruno mars

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

You can watch it's Music Video here:

Thursday, August 19, 2010

a day with my bestfriend

Finally, for how many months that we don't see each other this day is specially meant for us to be bond again. This was Dolly's day-off and she decided to treat me for a movie for it's been a long time since we don't watch movie anymore. we watched a super laugh trip movie "Hating Kapatid" starring Judy Ann Santos and Sarah Geronimo. the movie was very funny because of Vice Ganda.

And after the movie we had some coffee so that we can talk and catch up for the days that we're not together updating our own lives. And of course a little pictorials as a remembrance. We really had a fun and enjoy each others company that day but it turn out that the time is running through so fast and realized that one day is not enough to catch all things up.. hope we had another bonding some other time. I super miss my bestfriend so much..




Tuesday, August 3, 2010

This is my Game...


What's inside my PSP -slim?... every month I used to download newly released games from the Gamestorrent site because i easily got bored to games that I don't find very interesting and challenging. The games that i usually like are; The Loco Roco 1 and 2 which both I finished through its last levels, I'm also done with the Sims Castaways, Avatar,
UP, Buzz Brains, Rockband Unplugged, Downstream Panics..etc... there are also games that i just suddenly removed which i don't finished it's levels like, Manhunt, God of Wars (which Tart only played with it), Need for Speed, IronMan 2a and so on and so fort....



But right this time what's inside my PSP is Audition Portable, Shepperd's Crossing, Toy Story 3 game, Patapon 2 and Tekken 6 and right now i'm still on the process of downloading two new games on torrent.

Tekken 6: Bloodline Rebellion is one of Japan's series games developed by Namco Bandai. It is still the fighting games that most kids love. It is a more upgraded version wherein you will find new stages and new characters are revealed. More actions and more revelations upon playing this new version of the tekken game.


Done with the Patapon 1 now i'm into Patapon 2 a sequel from the first patapon released. It is also a game developed from Japan. The story continues from the previous Patapon game wherein the boat the Patapon have constructed has been completed and they have set sail for new lands. On their way there, they are attacked by a kraken who easily defeats them and sends the Patapon into the ocean to be washed ashore in a strange new land where they come up against another tribe called the Karmen. Now it is a battle to defeat the Karmen and find out who is their true enemy.



Toy Story 3 Game are really alike of what you saw on the movie; it's challenges are really based on what you had seen on the big screen; the lead characters which is Woody, Buzz Lightyear, Jessie, Aliens will save the day and the rest of their toy friends so that they will not be thrown away for their owner Andy's is now growing up and is now going to college all of them are worried where is their next spot.

I am such a fan of the Farmville game on Facebook that's why i searched for any game that is so alike to farmville and that's Shepperd's Crossing is a simulation game wherein you will be a farmer owning your own land make your farm even more successful in every given season. Take care of farm animals too.

Audition Portable is a dance game wherein you will act as the dancer you need follow it's beat, the arrow keys serves as your steps to the dance, the more higher the score the more chance of unlocking some cool outfits for your dancer.




Monday, August 2, 2010

to my hi-skuL berkz



I wrote this simple poem after our High School Senior's Ball during bedtime @ 1:40am dated March, 30, 2000. My high-school berks has it's group name which is called "Fanatic" because where such a fanatic about anything... I just want to share it to everyone...


It's been a long time that we've been together,
And all the memories, i'll treasure it forever.
We've faced different kinds of struggles in our friendship,
But it really doesn't affect our relationship.
When one of us is lonely & got mad,
There's someone who can make her glad.
When one of us is depressed,
We don't want her to feel exist.
Because we are one, through thick & thin,
We've always been there to count on, lean on,
And a shoulder to cry on.
And i thank God for having all of you as my friends.
And i will treasure this friendship of ours for the rest of my life.



DCNHS 2000
IV-Dagohoy: Maureen Nale, Jackielane Sajonia, Cherry Pink Racaza, Mario Villacino
IV-Calderon: Liza Lagutan, Marites Escalda, Maricel Zafra, Joanne Aguiadan, Jennifer Sayas
IV-Zamora: Emelita Diabordo, Sandra Pacqueen, Donaly Panal
IV Avanceña: Efrilyn Tunguia

OPM mode...

Time check... 1:05am and i'n still wide awake and our anniversary is already expired. Still online on Fb and tuned in to ABS-CBN's Music Uplate Live and their celebrity guest in todays episode is Dingdong Avansado. Most of his songs are love songs which I really admired (OPM may sound baduy to some but i really love his song). In his appearance to the said show he will sing one of his hit song and guess what? he did sang one favorite song of mine which is "Maghihintay Sa'yo" and I really listened to it heartily and i suddenly miss my Tart.. huhuhu...

Title: Maghihintay Sa'Yo
Artist: Dingdong Avanzado

Ikaw ang syang ligaya ko
nagbibigay sigla sa puso ko
o giliw ko, pakinggan mo
ang nais sabihin ng aking puso na...

CHORUS:
mahal, mahal na mahal kita
hindi ako magbabago
asahan mo ito
mahal,mahal na mahal kita
ang puso ko'y iyong iyo
asahan mong maghihintay sa'yo

ang puso ko'y malulumbay
kung 'di ikaw ang kapiling sa habang buhay
pag-ibig ko'y walang hanngan
maghihintay sa iyo magpakailan pa man

(REPEAT CHORUS)

at magbuhat, ngayon at kailanman
ikaw ang iibigin
ito'y iyong dinggin

(REPEAT CHORUS)

hindi ako magbabago
asahan mong maghihintay sa'yo


My favorite line of the song is "Mahal... mahal na mahal kita, Hindi ako magbabago, asahan mo ito"

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Some guidelines on looking for a new place to live in.

A shelter is one of the important neccesities of the human being it is something that covers our self within and gives us protection. A place that you will feel comforatble with and feel safe and secured. In life there will be a time that you will need to live on your own; in finding the right apartment/a new place for you to live in there are several things that you need to consider; if you are really capable of living on your own? Can you provide the expenses thay may come like bills, grocery supplies, buying the furnitures that you want and of course make sure that you have a permanent job to pay for your apartment, how will you pay all of the expenses if you are not well compensated right?

  • To plan ahead of time. These is the first thing you must do if you have intensions of looking for a new place, you need to plan it wisely. You must know your prerogative. The location must be accesible to all especially to your place of work and to the places that you need to go to, like supermarkets, banks, clinics, police station, etc. Or better yet make a wish list of the better location, a place that you can afford and a place wherein you may live comfortably. You must select it wisely, a place that is suited to your personality and your lifestyle.

  • Be equip enough. Gather some informations about the place that you want to be living with. Try having some canvassing of the amount of the different apartments and try comparing them from one place to the other place. You must be budgetly wiser when it come to these kind of things; how is the payment process be like.. is it a monthly basis, or weekly basis, do they accept cash, checks or credit cards, some stuffs like that or maybe if they would accept advance payments or do they allow delayed payments. Is the place is well safe for you to live in; or it is easy access to any place of emergencies because that is one of the important things you need to consider.

  • Make some personal check-ups. Try to schedule an apartment hunting tour, wherein you will personally go to different apartments to do some personal checkings of the place; is the place clean enough to live in, is it safe, well-ventilated, is there water and electricity supplies provided, how many rooms are available, is there a kitchen place, and of course comfort rooms, and check for any fire exits or some other things that you need to consider in checking.

  • Meeting the landlords or the owners. If you finally meet them try to negotiate with them ask them some important details. Like the price of the said apartment to make sure if they are giving cheaper or expensive one, make sure that the price reasonable enough. Try to open up any suggestions or comments to the place.

  • Make up your mind. After making your wish list and if your done with the touring of different apartments; make up your mind in choosing the right place that you admired of living with. If you come up with the decision already go ahead and feel free to live on your own and have fun decorating your place, and try living happily and peacefully. I surely know that you will love your new abode for you put some effort and your allotment just to have a better place for you to live.

fill in the.........

It's harder than you think! Here is what you are supposed to do...and please don't spoil the fun....copy and paste into your own note, type in your answers and tag a bunch of people including me.

WHERE IS YOUR CELPHONE..................
.................... beside me
YOUR HAIR......................
.......................................... golden brown (bajao)
YOUR FATHER....................
....................................... Boy
YOUR FAVORITE THING.....................
....................... PC, CP, PSP, MP3, Digicam
YOUR DREAM LAST NIGHT.....................
................... BLANK
YOUR FAVORITE DRINK.....................
....................... pineapple juice & ice tea
YOUR DREAM/GOAL................
.................................. to be happy & contended
THE ROOM YOU ARE IN........................
.................... living room
YOUR FEAR......................
........................................ slimmy insects
WHERE DO YOU WANT TO BE IN 6 YEARS.....................
heaven?
MUFFINS...................
.............................................. any
ONE OF YOUR WISH LIST ITEMS.....................
........new camera
WHERE YOU GREW UP........................
.....................davao
THE LAST THING YOU DID.......................
............... sleep zzzz...
WHAT YOU ARE WEARING...................
.................... pambalay
YOUR TV........................
......................................... JVC
YOUR PETS......................
...................................... none
YOUR COMPUTER..................
................................ ambot unsa ni.. ask karL
YOUR LIFE......................
....................................... sucks!
YOUR MOOD......................
....................................so sick
MISSING SOMEONE...................
........................... sistah & parents
YOUR CAR.......................
...................................... hummer? hehehe
FAVORITE STORE.....................
............................. Fashion Store, ice cream store
YOUR SUMMER....................
...................................island hopping
YOUR FAVORITE COLOR.....................
.................... green, blue
WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED...................
....last night
LAST TIME YOU CRIED.....................
....................... ewan..
THREE PEOPLE WHO EMAIL ME........................
..........none
THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS.....................
.......... pizza, pasta...
THREE PLACES I WOULD RATHER BE RIGHT NOW.......... South Korea, banff
THREE PEOPLE I THINK WILL RESPOND...................
.....hmmmm...

Thursday, July 29, 2010

So, what's in today?

I guess almost techno people are familiar with the social networking sites that are coming out like Friendster, Twitter, Myspace, Multiply etc... but the most popular and the world's largest social networking sites nowadays is the Facebook. I also have a facebook account (Mauicles Nale) and at present I have 1,178 friends and yes I also admit that I am an avid fan of the social networking games such us Cafe world, Nightclub City, Farmville and so on and so forth...

Pet Society is the first social game that i used to play on facebook, it's just that I easily got attracted by it's colorful theme because I am also a fan of dress-up games. This game is where you may decorate your own house, dress up your pet, collecting money so that you may afford to buys the things that you wanted to in your pet's house, buys thing for your pet and some outfits, you may also can play games and give gifts to your pet's neighbor.


Farm Town is an online farming game, wherein you will play as the role of a real farmer wherein you will plow, plant harvest your crops not only crops but you may also take care of the trees wherein you may harvest harvest it's fruits and take good care of the farm animals. You may also take a job to work on your neighbors farm and you may also
hire your neighbor to work on your farm wherein they may harvest and plow your own farm.


Farmville is same as farm town which is online farming, but i used to play this game for the cuter music background and even a cuter avatar. This real-time farming simulation game is what I used to play recently now. Wherein I may visit to my neighbor's farm to help them with their farm. The things that i love about is their process of building some establishments wherein you will ask for help to your friends to give the materials needed to complete the materials needed to build it perfectly.


Cafe World is the game wherein you will play as the businessmen owning your own cafe, you must be able to manage your cafe well.. you will play as the chef wherein you will prepare a dish that you will serve to your customers, you will also play as a designer wherein you are going to design your own cafe from the floors, walls, tables and chairs, its decorations etc... The target of this games of aiming higher levels wherein the higher levels that you reached is the more dish to be unlock. it is also important that you increase you buzz ratings by making your customers happy and satisfied; the more higher buzz ratings the more customers are coming in to your cafe.

Nightclub City is not that hard to play for in this game all you have to do is keep the cash flowing, make your customers happy and serve them drinks and by letting some celebrities to be in your bar. You will also design your own bar by providing cool and hippy dance floors an even more cooler DJ booths, bars etc... You may also choose your type of music that you wanted to play on your club.

These are some of the social networking games that I used to play on facebook. There are still lots of games that are installed for you just choose your own game that suits you..







Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Nature trippin' @ Epol

This activity was just last year...


We both love nature that's why my Tart arranged something nature tripping' adventure as our bonding that can satisfy our desires. We planned it last December 26, 2009 two weeks before his leaving Davao City to work in Visayas particularly in Kalibo Aklan. We just took his Fury (motorcycle) as a ride to be in Marilog District, Davao del Sur a 60 kilometers away from Davao City. It was a very long and tiring ride but paid off upon seeing the beautiful waterfalls of the Epol Mountain Resort. Upon arriving the place you will not automatically see the waterfalls there is just a little hiking to do, to be there. While we were still on a hike down to the said place i feel excited for not too far away you will hear the sound of the water falls and after a few minutes... Ohhh lalala the place was totally awesome you would really applaud God for making a beautiful creation.



The place is so solemn, when we got there you will find lots of old tall trees that surrounds the falls, big rocks wherein in the water flows and you will hear the birds chirping. When we got there is no other people except the two of us and when we finally found our spot i was so excited to be on the water falls to have a bathe without knowing that the water is so freezing cold ( as in cold as an ICE) grrrrrrrr.. but i don't mind it.. hehehe... although the water is so freezing cold and the water is not so deep we both still enjoyed it. We just stayed there for about an hour so that we could go home to Davao early to prevent any hassles on the streets.

This would definitely one of the nature's gift to us people we should take responsibilities of taking good care of our nature. Let us not ruin this natural attraction instead lets help make it even more natural and beautiful.

Note: Past is past